Pregnancy

I took the pregnancy test. It was the longest two minites in my life. I kept thinking of the happy moments when I feel my baby in my uterus. At one moment, all my dreams and hopes disappeared. It came out negative. I am not pregnant btu what about the cravings. I wanted to cry but I hold it. I did not have the courage to tell my husband. I could not be happy that day. I want a little girl.😑